You are my life diary

2009-08-10T19:49:00.002+07:00

MY BLOG IS DEAD!!!
i have no mood for blogging recently...

my routine is really messed me up!! i just felt so stuffy... i need extra free time for myself. but but but there is a good news!!! well, me and my friends are going to BALI in june 2010.yeah, it's like one more year time, but we are just so excited for it. this is our last holiday i thought... because we will soon have our own life, own destination n our own DREAM! huh. things will be not the same, we will not gather , had a sleepover night at my house, pajamas party, have a holiday as often as usual. everything will be DIFFERENT!!

weelllll, let's skip this before i felt blue because of this blue topic!!!!
i'm going to sign out now.. gute nacht!!!

2009-07-30T18:48:00.002+07:00

now i have to admit that...
i adore GORDON RAMSAY... =)) he is such a great chef and i love to watch his show "hell kitchen" yeah,,,

he has ever said "I learned at a young age the importance of respecting not only the produce but all the love, hard work, passion and dedication put in by the farmers in order to get that end result" and YES he is true, to get a good result we need love,hardwork,passion n dedication.

xoxo,
sanny

2009-07-26T20:04:00.002+07:00

i went to church n sun todaayy.... well, i'm just not interested to talk about my activity.. there are tons of things that keep spinning n stuck on my mind.. about university (ofcourse), friends, dreams, schools and FAREWELLLLL.... i admit that i was weak.. yeah, know why? i cried EVERYtime i heard about farewell, and i did cry last Saturday when my class monitor talked about "8monthstogo" n it meant farewell...

one of my friend said that "meeting is like the sweetness of candy, permen akan terasa manis pada awalnya dan rasa manis itu akan hilang pada waktunya seperti pertemuan yang pada akhirnya akan ada perpisahan..." hell yeah i agrred with her but but but i still can't stand on farewell.

i spent most of my times at school with friends.. we laughed together, cried together, had breakfast together, and now we have to face the farewell TOGETHER. but they seemed stronger than me... i admit that i'm too weak n fragile... 8 MONTHS is just a blink of eyes.. =((

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
Ill be forever thankful baby
Youre the one who held me up
Never let me fall
Youre the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
Im grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I dont know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
Youve been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldnt speak
You were my eyes when I couldnt see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldnt reach
You gave me faith coz you believed
Im everything I am
Because you loved me

Im everything I am
Because you loved me

this song, i present to my family and friends.... you all were my strength,voice,and eyes... I LOVE YOU!!

2009-07-20T22:28:00.001+07:00

Hi,hi,hiiii...
It's been ages since my last post... Yeah, I know..my blog is so dead. Euwh
I just really don't feel like blogging these days..
Well, I went to beach with my classmates today, and hell yeah I had lots of fun there...actually,beach here isn't as bad as I thought..

I'm freakiiing exhausteeddd now...
Good night peeps...

2009-07-14T19:37:00.002+07:00

i got 18 tickets for harry potter and the half blood prince for this Thursday.. i'm just so excited about harry potter... i do a BIG fans of him... =))

Today is the first day of school, honestly i'm not really interested on it since there was something happened and ruined my mood... =(( hope that tomorrow will be a better day for me. i have promised myself to study harder...

cheerio!!

2009-07-12T20:38:00.003+07:00

last night i celebrate my sweet 17th at grand liberty, it's a private party with some of my closest friends and family,, we had lots of FUN, yeah... The party was ended at 11 something... pictures will be uploaded soon at facebook,,, =))

Well, well, let's skip the party things... No more party and hang out start from Tuesday,,, Everything will back to normal, i mean i will start tuition(s) (remember tuition with s...) =((, tons of homeworks, and of course it will be super duper busy year because i'm a third grader now.. I'm not excited anyway coz again n again FAREWELL... =( YEAH, i know it has been times i talked about farewell... but but but everytime i saw my friends i can't stop thinking bout the farewell that will come in just months,,, yeah, just months... =(

i always love bangles

good night peeps....
i think i have to prepare myself to face the farewell..
i want to have a happy farewell with my besties.. =))

2009-07-08T14:01:00.003+07:00

HAPPY SWEET 17th TO MEEE... ^^

start from the first second of 8th JULY i'm no more daddy's little girl...
i got a tons of greetings and surprises... (i loooveee yoouu guyss)

2009-07-06T23:01:00.002+07:00

it has been in ages since my last post.. =)
Well, these days i was stuck in activities with fellas and school theater, holiday will end soon..Actually i do miss school times.. chit chat with friends, come to school earlier in order to copy other homeworks (hahaha), being late n being punished..

i'm no more daddy's little girl in 2 more days..

today's outfit.. =)

2009-06-29T09:02:00.002+07:00

MORNING WORLD!
Well,my driver didn't come n he really messed everything. Euwh. Okay,let's skip that part! So so so i'm a 12th grader now. N it's mean farewell is in front.. Ohmigosh! I hate that. Yeah,it has been 2 posts about the farewell thingy, whywhy? It's because that farewell things keep sticking on my mind.. N honestly i'm afraid of saying GOODBYE!

Sobsobsob,let's end the post before i really drop tears.
Cheerio!

2009-06-26T22:37:00.002+07:00

Hi peeps how's holiday??
Mine is going smoothly and happily... I'm in KL now and i will back to Medan on 28th. Well, actually it's somehow boring here but then because of having jokes and played with family, it can kill my boredom.. =)) wooohooo~~~

Good night WORLD....

happy holiday

*anyway i got 3rd rank.=)

2009-06-23T17:42:00.003+07:00

how's day???

i've just watched a reality show. it was about two 4th grader students have to work in order to help their parents, and to have a plate of meal. Well, they never complained as what we used to do.. Now, how i thanked God for giving me this wonderful lives... And you know what? they have boxes as their cupboard. yeah, they put their clothes in to the box and sometimes they would have their uniforms being bite by mice.. They don't have any wardrobe as we have.. They don't have any good dresses.. And they never dropped any single tears because of they have to work, they can't play barbie dolls and robots like others.

i learn a lot from them...

Never regret and always be gratefull of what u have got... =))

2009-06-22T21:08:00.002+07:00

my friend sent me a link.. and i do browsing and and and i found these...

Can you imagine if we had a lunch or dinner at these restaurants??

treehouse restaurant in new zealand.

Dinner in the Sky is hosted at a table suspended at a height of 50 metres. It accommodates 22 people around the table with three staff members in the middle (chef, waiter, entertainer)

Underwater Restaurant in Maldives

Ice Restaurant in Dubai

2009-06-21T22:58:00.002+07:00

i woke up at 10 today... and i found noone at home. mommy and daddy are out for breakfast, my sister is out for breakfast too with her bf. And and and today mommy is asking me to accompany her for shopping.. So, after had a walk to mango and sogo, we ended up at LA BETTY, first i planned to have the frozen yogurt with my friends (i planned to have a walk with them after shopping with mommy) but then mommy told me that she wanted to try too.. so, okay well "let's go there mommy".. Not long after that Budi, Cathlin n Arnold come so mommy choose to leave.. (sorry mom). HERE ARE THE PICTURES:

I bought cake at Clover on my way home and i also buy a bottle of perfume for daddy,,,

HAPPY FATHER'S DAY , DADDY.. I LOVE YOOOOOOUUUUUUUUUU!!!

How's ur holiday peeps?? well, mine is going well and FUN!! althought i have "theatre" things to do during this holiday.. But i love it... We (me and my "schooltheatre friends") had to go for practicing "Beauty and the Beast" drama for almost everyday and it's Fun.. why?? we laughed together as some of my friends forgot the dialogue, we played together when we had rest time, and we practiced seriously together surely... The drama will be on August, so me as the make up artist and costume designer has to work so hard... AGAIN AND AGAIN i'm going to wake up at 8 tomorrow to have "theatre" thingy... =))

GOOD NIGHT WORLD.

xoxo,Sanny

2009-06-19T19:16:00.004+07:00

i got this from Beverley's blog....http://www.notcouture.com.
I WANT THESE BADLY....

Time flies so fast, less than 1 year i have to say goodbye to my friends.. Well, may be we will meet again but i'm sure it won't be as often as now. We used to have a lot of times to hang out, play, sleepover, watching movies, gossiping... Some of my friends have planned to go to Oz, Singapore, China after graduated. I felt like i just worn "grey-skirt" and now in only months i will graduate.. I HATE FAREWELL!!

And I never thought I'd feel this way
And as far as I'm concerned
I'm glad I got the chance to say
That I do believe I love you

And if I should ever go away
Well, then close your eyes and try to feel
The way we do today
And then if you can remember

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Well, you came and opened me
And now there's so much more I see
And so by the way I thank you

Whoa, and then for the times when we're apart
Well, then close your eyes and know
These words are comin' from my heart
And then if you can remember, oh

Keep smiling, keep shining
Knowing you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
In good times, in bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
Oh, that's what friends are for

Whoa... oh... oh... keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, for sure
That's what friends are for
For good times and bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for

Keep smilin', keep shinin'
Knowin' you can always count on me, oh, for sure
'Cause I tell you that's what friends are for
For good times and for bad times
I'll be on your side forever more
That's what friends are for (That's what friends are for)

On me, for sure
That's what friends are for
Keep smilin', keep shinin'

All lyrics are property and copyright of their owners.
All lyrics provided for educational purposes only.

i love you friends....

2009-06-16T17:46:00.003+07:00

I went swimming today with Arnold, Deny and BY. I woke up early in the morning.. Well, i used to wake up at 11 sth on holiday.. Wake up early in the morning isn't that bad, yeah... I felt more fresh and fit. haha.. Yesterday daddy planned to go on vacation this holiday, and the destination is KL.. Daddy promised that he will allow me to shop til drop! haha... And of course i have a long long long looooong shopping list. haha.

HAPPY HOLIDAAYY..

2009-06-15T16:00:00.002+07:00

Last night AGAIN N AGAIN i attended a birthday party and the birthday girl is SUNNY PUSPITA. the birthday was well-organized. And she came out with a really unique way.. let's see.....

the birthday girl was hanging,,,

AND the party gone really wild. the guests were pulling each other to the pool and danced wildly... Even the birthday girl was also being pulled to the pool.haha.

And today i spent my day by doing the baking things. i baked for hours... BUT it's okay, coz i love baking.. =))

happy holiday.
xoxo, sanny

2009-06-14T12:07:00.002+07:00

Last night i went to Lembur Kuring to attend Angelica's birthday party.And i spent my whole afternoon to make over the paper bag... i covered it with newspaper, i spent hours to glamorize the paper bag.. and HERE IS THE RESULT and some pictures of last night party..

with Beverley

with the birthday girl

And tonight i'm going to Sunny Puspita's birthday.

C'a..

2009-06-12T22:00:00.001+07:00

i bought a tee just now... and i CUT it into this... =))

2009-06-11T22:43:00.003+07:00

LALALA~ING...

I arrived at home around 10.30. and i have out from home since 1 p.m. First destination, is SUN (*with BY). i'm going there for looking a birthday gift for my friend.. After sun BY and i headed to Inul Vista to meet my ladies there, and we were screaming and dancing like HELL. =))
Enjoy pictures.. more pictures will be uploaded at FB.

GOOD NIGHT PEEPS..

2009-06-10T20:48:00.002+07:00

i have a day out with my sister today.. Brastagi Cambridge is being our destination this afternoon.. we bought some daily stuffs.. And surely i stepped to J.Co for J.cool.... Yeah, i'm addicted to Yogurt now.. and i really miss "Sour Sally"..

Chaoo~~
xoxo,sanny

2009-06-09T21:08:00.003+07:00

i spent a lot at Gramedia today... since i won't miss 30% discount, haha. And and i watched Queenbee... (and aku jadi terinspirasi buat buka bisnis nyablon Tee.. lucu juga kayaknya. hoho and i'm SERIOUS) June is really a PARTY MONTH for me.. i will attend a birthday party this Saturday,Sunday and also next Saturday... i thought i have to fill my wardrobe with something new... =))

*Cheerio.

2009-06-07T22:39:00.002+07:00

i have just come back from Cindy's garden party... Actually the party has over at 7 something but then i went to sushitei for dinner.. =))

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!!

2009-06-04T10:38:00.003+07:00

Last night i sleptover at Calvina's house. At first we were planning to study physics together and HELL-yeah you are right, it turned to a "gossiping night" haha.... and and i have a secret to share with you.. it's "i skipped my tuition yesterday and i went to watch Drag me to the hell". Calvina, BY and i screamed a lot... haha... it's FUN!! Well, it's 2 more days to Saturday and i just can't be more patient because SATURDAY means no exam, yes party.

2009-06-01T21:07:00.003+07:00

This is what i do when study biology... So, lets TWIST,LICK AND DUNK the oreo...

I really need holiday... how i want to sleep over midnight,, wake up after afternoon, watching DVDs, baking, shopping, go for meni-pedi things, hanging out with my fellas, and so ooonn.. To pass this week it's like passing a year.. LOL~

*good luck for the exams...
i can't wait for JULY longer.. can it come soon??

2009-05-29T17:49:00.003+07:00

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENTH ERVINAAAAA!!
well, well, i'm just lazy for blogging.. pictures talk a lot, don't you think so???

ENJOY!!

these are what i used to mess Ervina. haha.. (susu basi, telur,tepung)

Well, well, i'm having my dinner at TAIPAN with my BIG family, and to celebrate my uncle's birthday..

2009-05-28T20:37:00.001+07:00

LET'S DANCE 'TIL DROP ON JULY.

*i'm looking for a black pump shoes.=)

2009-05-28T13:02:00.001+07:00

Is this what you called "best friend"?? by not telling me anything?? Well, i just don't mind if you don't tell me that "__" things but you told that to other people.. NOT ME..

i'm Heartily hurt!!

2009-05-25T22:40:00.002+07:00

chocolate jelly mousse...

and and... my hand was being cut by cutter an hour ago.. and it just can't stop bleeding... But then my sister brought me a cup of ice and she told me to put my finger inside.. And i did it.. I cried... =(( Well, i'm not that "cengeng" But but but it's really hurt and the blood was just don't want to stop...

*Cheerio.....
xoxo,
sanny

2009-05-24T21:19:00.003+07:00

if we use a cloth bag, we can save 6 bags a week, 24 bags a month,288 bags a year, 22176 bags in an average lifetime. if just 1 0ut of 5 people in our country did this, we would save 1,330,560,000,000 bags over our lifetime.

2009-05-24T20:24:00.002+07:00

I decide to be a vegetarian START FROM THIS DAY. yeah... I don't know whether i could stand on it or not. ahha.. Well, it's mean no fast food?? no fried chicken?? no fried fish?? Oh.. C'mon.. But but but i should try... Why i make this decision?? BECAUSE I WANT TO STOP GLOBAL WARMING. i do really care about this... FYI, i don't use plastic for shopping anymore.. I bring my shopping bag whenever i go shopping.. (aku ampe perna bertengkar sama cashier Gramedia gara-gara dia gag izinin aku gag pake plastik... padahal aku biasanya pake shopping bag gak pa2.. cashier yg satu ini aja yg sewot n sensi. HUH) But may be i won't have a vegetarian day everyday.. May be once a month or twice a month i will spoil my lungs with steak, fast food something. hahaha..

STOP GLOBAL WARMING!!

2009-05-24T09:59:00.002+07:00

MORNING WORLD!!

i woke up at 8 today... Geez.. in order to have math tuition on that very early morning... Well, exams are coming... So, i need extra tuition.. FYI, i used to wake up at 11 sth on Sunday.. ><
So,so,so... do you have plan to hang out with girls today? Well, i have!! =)
So, HAPPY SUNDAY!!

XOXO,
Sanny

2009-05-23T23:04:00.003+07:00

I've just come back from Anthony's dinner treat at Sushi Tei.. Me and Stella had a chat and ate a lot. haha.. Well, i have nothing to tell you.. and it's late now.. i will have my post til here..

i have to wake up at 8 because i will have my math tuition..
=((

2009-05-22T21:05:00.004+07:00

Well, i have just done the baking things... enjoy the pictures..

And i'm not really in a mood today.. Why??
Aku gak tahu kamu itu sapa.. mungkin awalnya oke lahh kamu sms dgn ngomong ini itu aku masi SABAR.. dan sekarang jangan gara gara aku gak bales kamu nya ngelunjak.. I don't even care what u said bout me.. Setelah aku bales.. eh, kamunya bilang salah sms?? I'M HUNDRED PERCENT SURE THAT U ARE SUCH A LOSER. aku yakin kamu gak salah sms.. cuma maluu karena gak tahu mau jawab apa and ngomong apalagii... PISSED OFF!!

Well, well, people now really take me to my boiling point.. i have to tell you that YOU ARE JUST WASTED YOUR TIME.. IN FACT I DON'T CARE HOW YOU,PEOPLE THINK AND JUDGE ME.. U DON'T EVEN BETTER THEN ME.. IF U DON'T LIKE ME WHY DO YOU CARE ABOUT ON HOW I ACT ??? and i have to tell you I'M NOT SUCH AS THAT PERSON..!!!

okay,okay.. i'm really not in a mood now.. REALLY. i thought i need to change topic before i smash my keyboard and things around me... so, this afternoon, i went to Thamrin XII to watch Night at the museum 2 and after that i attended Andy's birthday treat.. Well, just enjoy the pictures =)

CHEERIO!!! i have to sign out.
XOXO, sanny

2009-05-21T20:08:00.002+07:00

HOLIDAY.. yeah., today is a public holiday... Mommy and I decided to go to Sun at 3 something..

Sun is EXTREMELY crowded today.. So, mommy is too lazy to turn around the parking lot and find a parking place.. Then Mommy decide to pay 20.000 and have a VIP parking..

After shopped, Mommy bought a dozen of J.co . And of course there must be a choco caviar inside.. FYI, it's my favorite.. I will bring two choco caviar to school and give it to my Best Boys.. Andy and Deny. =))

CHEERIO.... i have nothing to tell you.. =))
Probably i will have my movie time with my fellas tomorrow.
They plan to watch movie at Thamrin XII since they are curious with the theatre.. ^^
NIGHT!

2009-05-19T19:46:00.003+07:00

This morning me and my girls had breakfast together at school. And we promised that we will have this kind of gathering next time. haha..

And and today my friend, Andy is turning seventeenth.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANDY... So, pictures below were taken yesterday.. We put these pictures on a frame and gave it to him as a birthday gift. We also have a wall-clock for him.. ^^ Well, enjoy the pictures..

i really need extra work for preparing myself to face semester exam. My Math tutor told me that we will have "full-day" tuition next week.. And Hell yeah i do really need that things because i'm not good at math, physic and chemistry..

*starting prepare for my birthday private party..
XOXO, Sanny

2009-05-16T16:22:00.003+07:00

i skipped my sewing lesson todaay... then i plan to go to swim with my cousins, but my driver is really really really take me to my boiling point.. yeah, he go to fetch my sister without tell me anything.. and before i have told him that i will go to swim at 4.. HOW COULD HE GO AT 4 AND WHEN I CALLED HIM HE JUST SIMPLY TOLD ME THAT HE WAS OUT NOW... (INNOCENTLY) huh. he is really messed everything. "AAAARRGHHH" i just wanna scream OUT loud..

Because of recently there is a "Sudirman cup", it's a badminton competition yeaah.. And these days i love to watch that.. you know.. i will suddenly jump and scream while watching that. haha..

Well, let's skip that. As you know, today is Saturday.. People used to have a date or hanging out with fellas.. may be i'm the one who will just stay at home with books and DVDs..

*nothing to write..
XOXO, sanny..

2009-05-16T12:41:00.001+07:00

she is really pissed me off..

It's better to shut her mouth..

2009-05-13T21:20:00.001+07:00

i'm just so in love with these HS photography... =))

2009-05-10T09:24:00.002+07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAAAAYYY!! *shout out loud..
Well, below is the picture of what i've given to my mom as the mother day gift..

Yesterday was our "lady day".. we held a pajamas party at my house.. i felt a lil bit sleepy, i slept at 4 sth and woke up at 8 sth....

i thought i have to sign out now if i didn't want to have a small earthquake at my house because of mommy's scream.. haha... I should be dress up now because i'm going to saloon with her...

HAVE A NICE DAY WITH YOUR MOMMY...

2009-05-09T14:52:00.003+07:00

Well, playing with my handphone's camera, ball, and wardrobes are such a way to kill boredom.. i'm waiting for my girls right now.. we will have our pajamas party tonight.. i can't be more patient... xoxo..

2009-05-08T20:24:00.001+07:00

there was a "small" earthquake just now.. Well, i was watching TV and laid on my bed,then i felt like my bed was making a small movement.. hahaha~ well,well, it's okay now..

2009-05-07T21:25:00.001+07:00

BAKING! BAKING!

2009-05-06T21:06:00.002+07:00

this is my breakfast for today.. i brought this lunch box to school.. (well, it's breakfast box actually, but then it's kind a weird if i mention a breakfast box.. haha.. just make it lunch box is better)...

*thinking of make my morning more wonderful and full of spiriiitt......

2009-05-06T20:29:00.001+07:00

it's been a HAPPY day since i gone back to my "no-boy-at-all" lives...

2009-05-05T19:31:00.003+07:00

i spent the whole day by sitting in front the television...
i watched the korea drama and i cried for times. haha.. Well, i'm such a person that get touched easily.. i'm so in love with the main actor, he is so into me... yeah,yeah, i know it's just in a film.. in the reality, there is no such that perfect guy with handsome look, full of surprise and the main things are "he want to sacrifice for yooouuu" and there will be ONLY you in his mind.. ONLY YOU!! okay okay stop the day dreaming things..in fact i really hope to have such that husband. haha.. let's skip this part.

So, tomorrow everything will back to normal, no more sleep at 1, wake up at 12 and be a couch potato along day. PHEW~ I will start my tuition and school things tomorrow.. Well, now i'm going to continue and finish my korea drama..

CHEERIO!

2009-05-04T19:06:00.003+07:00

i just can't wait for Saturday.. the pajamas party. okay, i wrote Friday last night but then we changed to Saturday.. Me and my girls will have a small bbq, gossiping,watching ghost movie which mean we can scream out loud.. AND AND I CAN'T BE MORE PATIENT ANYMOORE....

2009-05-04T18:55:00.001+07:00

NEW THINGS!

i have my new hair cut and

my new ROCK nails... xoxo.

2009-05-03T20:27:00.004+07:00

TIRED!! i need massage.. haha.. i walked for 7 hours. Well, as i told u before that i'm going to Sun with fellas today.. Walked for hours and chatted for hours (gossiping actually).. And it was FUN.. we are planning for pajamas party at my house next Friday.. Today's pictures will be uploaded to my facebook.. here are some..

playing with my phone's camera on my way home... and while mommy is driving.. ahha~

so, HERE I AM.. with white tee and boxer..

i will have my 2 days holiday because of the third year students are having their UAS things..

GOOD NIGHT WORLD!

2009-05-02T18:41:00.003+07:00

it's raining outside.. i just so in love with rain but not the thunder and the lightning.. =)
Today is wonderful! i saw RAINBOW on my way home...

Baking.baking.baking... i do the baking things AGAIN!

i'm going to SUN tomorrow with my fellas...
it has been ages since we out together..

2009-05-01T22:26:00.000+07:00

how i wanna cry OUT LOOOOUD!!!!!

2009-05-01T21:22:00.003+07:00

i tried on my own sewn dress and skirt yesterday... ^^ is it look nice on me? hahah~

okay, skip that. one word for today EXHAUSTED. uppps.. sorry, not for today but for everyday.. yeah, i felt exhausted in every single day. i had two or more tuition in one day, and now i have just taken my bath and finish the baking things. Probably i won't go to school tomorrow since i really need to have a rest and i'm supersupersuper tired now.

*HAVE A SWEET DREAM..
NIGHT!

2009-04-30T20:57:00.001+07:00

Mama, mama you know I love you
Oh you know I love you
Mama, mama you're the queen of my heart
Your love is like
Tears from the stars
Mama, I just want you to know

Lovin' you is like food to my soul

*BoyzIImen

2009-04-30T19:49:00.005+07:00

Scratching in my hand is the one of effective way to kill boredom ^^

Well, i went for swimming this afternoon.

Dedek is my mandarin tutor's dog.. i love him so.. i want doggy. but mommy don't allow me to have one..

okay then, just a short post for today.i have to catch up n finish my homeworks...
See ya...

i don't have proper meal these few days.
i skipped my breakfast,lunch and dinner oftenly.
it's time to have a proper and healthy life... !!!

2009-04-29T21:52:00.003+07:00

i skipped my lunch.mommy has just come into my room and brought me a plate of egg-bread. "MOMMY... IT'S TEN NOW. I DON'T WANT TO HAVE SUPPER, IT'S MAKE ME FAT!" haha...

2009-04-29T19:41:00.003+07:00

song of the day.. (i'm in love with this song)

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

Slow it down make it stop
or else my heart is going to pop
‘cuz it’s too much, yeah it’s a lot
to be something I’m not

I’m a fool out of love
‘Coz I just can’t get enough

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
I can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy The Show

The sun is hot in the sky
just like a giant spotlight
The people follow the sign
And synchronize in time
It’s a joke nobody knows
They’ve got a ticket to that show …yeah

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
and I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
it’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show
oh oh
Just enjoy the show
oh oh

I’m just a little bit caught in the middle
Life is a maze and love is a riddle
I don’t know where to go
Can’t do it alone I’ve tried
And I don’t know why

I am just a little girl lost in the moment
I’m so scared but I don’t show it
I can’t figure it out
It’s bringing me down I know
I’ve got to let it go
And just enjoy the show

2009-04-29T19:11:00.002+07:00

ACTION!!

take 1: at school
nothing is special today at school. everything is just gone so ordinary...
School is really DULL.

take 2: tuition
having my mandarin tuition at 2 and my sewing class at 4. Before having my sewing class i went to eat satay with Calvina..

take 3: home sweet home
taking bath. sitting here, blogging and browsing.
i have to finish 4 homeworks at once tonight.

take 4: thinkkiing........
i want to add 2 more tuition but my schedule is so FULL.. idk on what day should i put those... everyday is full of tuition and homeworks.. i am so shirty of it!!

CUT!!

2009-04-28T22:01:00.003+07:00

I DON'T KNOW WHAT EXACTLY I'M LOOKING FOR IN THIS LIFE.. I JUST FELT SO BORED WITH THIS KIND OF LIFE. I DO THE SAME ROUTINE EVERYDAY.... SCHOOL, TUITION,SCHOOL, TUITION. EVEN SOMETIMES I HAVE CUPCAKES TO BAKE, FRIENDS TO LAUGH AND CHAT WITH. BUT STILL, I MISS SOMETHING AND I DON'T KNOW WHAT IT IS... LIFE IS DO DULL!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-04-28T20:22:00.006+07:00

Y OH Y??

i spend a lot on books these days.. i thought it has been 10 books and magazines that i bought this week. xoxo. But i just loveeeee reading.. But no for school books. talking bout school, i don't even know what is my purpose going to school, Bleh. (kedengarannya masa depan suraam. haha). I have no spirit for schooling.. Sketching, playing, laughing, gossiping, capturing pictures are what i do at school. And i'm thinking of taking ipod to school tomorrow. haha~ Okay,okay, Sanny.. let's change your bad habit. it sounds like i'm a lazy and love to break rules student but but but I'M NOT THAT WORSE actually.. i still study hard on exams (in fact i study at the day before exam ^^), and i use to study til midnight or even worse til morning. and i keep on trying hard to stay in top 5 rank at class...xoxo.

playing UNO?!?!?

sharing fried rice

THIS IS WHAT I BAKE TODAY

Sometimes i think "I WANT TO BE A FASHION DESIGNER ,I LOVE ART, AND WHAT I GET ABOUT ART AT SCHOOL??WHAT IS RELATED TO FASHION DESIGNER? IT'S A BIG ZERO."

*i'm tireedd...
i have to finish my Boys before flower =)
Cheerio!!

2009-04-26T21:21:00.004+07:00

i felt so lonely in this BIG world.

People now used to wear mask and they are not really care n love me. the walk and out in my life as they want, they treat me like a princess and just thrown me away as they want. it hurts me... You see a smile oftenly, but inside i'm crying.

*IY, aku ngerasa nyaman temenan baik sama kamu.. tapi kadang aku gag ngerti kamu maunya apa.. sikap kamu ke aku brubah terus.. kadang kita becandaan,ngobrol , kadang kamu cuek ma aku.. aku capek kalo harus ikutin kamu gini terus... Setiap aku ada masalah aku crita.. karna aku beneran anggap kamu temen baik aku... (i miss you as my very best friend)

2009-04-26T18:12:00.002+07:00

Jakarta. Sour Sally.

i ate Sour Sally at Jakarta last couple days. and it's like "I want mooore" . It's a yogurt with different fruit toppings and also i love the icon of Sour Sally, she is so cuttie...

Tomorrow Monday means flag ceremony and school... For sure, i don't like schooling tomorrow... i want more holidays. Actually school life was FUN exclude the exams and homeworks.

*happy schooling.

2009-04-26T14:48:00.003+07:00

i found this at stella's blog..

What is your current obsession?
do something worth in my teenage life.
What is your weirdest obsession?
weirdest? haha~ i don't have any idea.
What are you wearing today?
Tee shirt,shorts.
What’s for dinner today?
i still don't know.
Why is today special?
i'm coming home....
What would you like to learn to do?
learn to sketch dress well....
What’s the last thing you bought?
J.co..
What are you listening to right now?
nothing,,,,

What is your favorite weather?

rainy daayy... ^^

What is your most challenging goal right now?
try to make my life more n more colourfuull..
What do you think about the person who tagged you?
emm?? she is such a multitalented girl.. ^^ (stella)
If you could have a house totally paid for, fully furnished anywhere in the world, where would you like it to be?
beach?? i guess... with a sea view bedroom...
What would you like to have in your hands right now?
^^
What would you like to get rid of?
emm??
If you could go anywhere in the world for the next hour, where would you go?
PARIS...
Which language do you want to learn?
i can't choose. i want to learn all languages so that i could communicate with people in this world.
What do you look for in a friend?
honest.faith.
Who do you want to meet in person?
emm?? i don't know..
What’s your favorite type of music?
any kinds depends on my mood.
What’s the favorite piece of clothing in your own closet?
my oversized tee..
What is your dream job?
fashion designer...
Any favorite models?
kate moss..
If you had £100 now what would you spend it on?
save it first, use it another day :)
Favorite designer
me. myself. (mungkin puluhan tahun ke depan lagiii who knows?^^)
Do you admire anyone’s style?
my own style..
Describe your personal style
emm?? depends on my mood. haha~

2009-04-26T14:04:00.004+07:00

I AM BACK!!!
Bali?? em... it will be days if i wrote my journey to Bali here. i thought it will be better to see the pictures. Check it out.. these are just some. you can see them all in my facebook.

pictures above are the etude store... i love it damn much.. Really...

i saw this puppy at one restaurant. (lihat gak matanya.. memelas banget.. hatiku melted waktu liat dia.. pengen kubawapulang.hua.. i miss him)

scream a lot here...

PS:aku ke clubbing.. bleh.. and my mom don't know bout this.. ampun tempatnyaa asap rokok semuaa.. blehh... *good girl gone bad. huahuahuaa.. this was a BIG secret between me,my sisters,her friends, and YOU. psst...

sunset

I'm not in a mood for blogging and upload the photos since my internet work so sloww... just check the others at my facebook..

2009-04-18T09:51:00.003+07:00

SATURDAY means BALI i'm comiiiinggg........ xoxo.

I'm going to airport in about an hour.... So, i won't blogging for a week.... I will miss blogging for sure...

CHEERIO!!!!!!!

2009-04-17T21:24:00.002+07:00

i do the baking things this afternoon and pictures above is my cupcakes... Stella gave me her handmade cupcakes... and i do love them ^^. aku sayang mau makan... haha.. jarang-jarang dapet dari stella.. xoxo. (pictures below is stella's)

well, tomorrow i'm going to Bali but til now i haven't do the packing things.. Pheew!! i think i should better pack now before my sister shout at me.. haha~~ i won't blogging and online for a week... so, SEE YOUUUU....

2009-04-16T22:18:00.002+07:00

Tomorrow will be the speech competition.

BIG thanks to:
Cathlin
Andy
Deny
Paulius
Stella
Silvia

who has supported me and wish me luck!!

2009-04-15T20:47:00.002+07:00

my friend sent me these just now. you know what are those. they are soaps... it's like so cuttiiiiee....

2009-04-15T19:30:00.002+07:00

i have just gotten the speech topic this morning.. and this is the outline that i have made... it's such a mess... =p Stella told me that she will make the queenbee hunt video today, well, good luck then stella... ^^

GOOD LUCK FOR MY SPEECH!!

2009-04-14T22:06:00.002+07:00

being friend isn't that worst,is it?... why you must to go on this way...?? We have being friend for years and i feel comfort to be your "very best" friend, i feel comfort to share everything to you... Honestly, i know how is your feeling but then i also think that you might have known how is my feeling.. i hope that you can understand and fix all up..

2009-04-14T21:14:00.002+07:00

HEYHOO!!!! people~

i do my sewing class thingy just now, right before i do blogging..

I found above column on SEVENTEEN magazine that i read during the physics tuition, and i fill it up. ^^tomorrow, Physics will be the last monthly test and it's mean I'M FREEEE...... i keep wishing for Saturday to come soon coz i'm going to Bali that day.. i need holiday..

O-oooww... It just passed through my mind that i still have my speech competition this Friday.. and did i shout out loud that i'm free just now..?? may be i have to postpone my freedom 'till Saturday.. i do really nervous and crazy bout my speech.. OH-EM-GEE..

*i need your support.

2009-04-14T13:55:00.001+07:00

Someone sent me this last night...

2009-04-11T21:24:00.003+07:00

i attend 2 birthday's meal today. First was Arnold's birthday. Here are the pictures...

Second, was Deny's birthday. the pictures are below.

This is the birthday cupcakes that i baked for him.. And he do really love it... i also made the box by myself.

and now, i'm watching PASSION OF THE CHRIST. Everytime i watched this movie, it makes my tears drop. No plan for tomorrow, what a pity.. People used to go dating, hanging out with ladies on weekend. Me??? spending the whole weekend by sitting my ass down and browsing. PHEW! okay, i think it's time not to regret my day...

i'm tired.. BYE-BYE !!

2009-04-10T22:14:00.002+07:00

HEYHO!!!

I have to sleep earlier tonight because tomorrow i have to wake up at 7 something to bake cupcakes for "my beloved Deny" (*he is just my very best friend) who birthday is today. He ask for my cupcakes just now, actually i have promise for the cupcakes since a few days ago.. ^^ Why i have to wake up very early to bake cupcakes?? it's because i have to attend Arnold birthday at Cambridge at 11. then i will have my sewing class in the afternoon, and attend Deny's birthday at night. And i have no choice that the only time that i can do baking is in the "very" morning. I'm afraid that i can't wake up earlier since i got "won't-wake-up-before-11" syndrome on holiday. haha... i thought it's better for me to sleep now so i can have enough energy for a "busy-day" tomorrow.

*have a nice dream..
happy holiday~

2009-04-10T18:39:00.006+07:00

i love the shoes and i want one. can someone tell me where i can get it??

i love the photograph below... i love the concepts, make up. the one i love the most is the last one . ^^

* i thought it'll be better to sign out now,
i have browsing for about 3 hours.

2009-04-10T17:27:00.003+07:00

Cathlin went home with me after "KKR" things...

Nothing much i do today. i woke up at 9 which mean i have to hurry to take bath and dress up because KKR will be start at 10. I have a forty wink just now and now here i am, sitting here and wondering why my holiday went boring... Okay, before, i told you that my holiday won't be boring but now i would like to change my statement about that. I need "jalan-jalan,nyalon,berenang,have fun sama temen-temen" huaa... But then they have their own holiday-plan.

*it's raining outside..
i love rain.. ^^

2009-04-09T21:38:00.002+07:00

Sun has been my destination today. I go there with my sister, her bf and two of her friends. We watched Shinjuku incident at 5 something and guess what.. i met Cindy Tantarica.. ^^ Since i watched that film i thought that Jackie chan will be on my idol-list. haha.. i just felt like he was so awesome.. when i told my sister, here is her respond.
Jie-jie : Ya ampuun.. dia itu uda tua banged...
Me : Iyaa, tapi dia itu kalo maen film bagus tauu..
Jie-jie : Selera kamu kok tua-tua gitu..
Me : bukannya gitu.. tapi aku suka lihat actingnya.. Weeq.

I'm tired now.. i thought watching bride wars will be more refreshing.

*cheer up cindy...
Cheerio!

2009-04-08T19:47:00.003+07:00

HAPPY HOLIDAY

First i thought that 5 days holiday will be boring because of i have no plan. But then i have made list-to-do-on-holiday.

Here they are:

finishing my high waist skirt
sketching/ designing clothes
preparing for the speech
baking cupcakes
attend KKR SALIBNYA.
watching my 10-dvds-that-haven't-been-watched

Do you see the bold thingy above ? yeah, preparing for the speech. Speech competition is coming soon and my heart beat faster , my leg is like shaking now... OH-EM-GEE..
i wish i could prepare everything and DO THE BEST for the speech competition next Friday. So this holiday means i must browse a lot to find for some informations and practice English more and more.

Let's skip the speech part.I do baking a lot these days.. And tomorrow i will bake cupcakes with my auntie. (i will upload the pictures later) ^^

*Soo, my dvds are waiting for me now..
C'yha..
Happy holiday.

2009-04-06T21:26:00.002+07:00

exam.exam.exam. (!!!)

Today i have my biology exam and i slept at 2 a.m last night. I felt like so dead this morning. Exams really make me lost a lot of energy... But then i keep telling myself "5 days holiday is coming soon". yeah, it's make me feel a 'lil bit happy.

Math and Mandarin for tomorrow. i could sit here and do blogging because of my mind need refreshing.... Okay, so.. i will continue my study..

BYE-BYE WORLD!!
GOOD NIGHT.

2009-04-05T19:28:00.002+07:00

my chocolate mousse.

My friend loved it. and they ordered me 25 oreo mousses..
And some of my friends ordered mousses for his beloved one...

i would like to warn someone:
at the beginning we chose to end up all of this, it's because you don't respect me,okay? So, now don't tell people that it's because my behaviour.. don't tell people that you are tired of it. And i thought you don't need to tell this problems to all of your friends...

*studying.

2009-04-03T20:14:00.002+07:00

i don't know how the way you think..
what i want to say is "DON'T JUDGE ME IF YOU DON'T KNOW ME".
you are too serious in handling a simple case.. it's really pissed me off.

2009-04-03T19:24:00.002+07:00

FREE DAY

i've just made chocolate mousse. And everytime i'm baking my shirt always ends up with full of flour,chocolate and cream . ^^ But then it's okay.. in the case i love baking.. my chocolate mousse pictures will be uploaded soon.

As what i have written as the heading that today is a free day. yha, i'm free today because i skipped my PE class then i didn't have my sewing class in case the teacher is out for some business i guess... i had my forty winks today and it's like soooo freeee.... i have forgotten when the last time i did that.

*exam.exam.exam....

2009-04-01T20:19:00.001+07:00

anyway..

HAPPY FOOL DAY

i do make trick to my friends today.. haha~

2009-04-01T20:07:00.002+07:00

I would like to thank someone..
for his support.
for his tortoises.
for his "rawon".

i won't tell too much today, i'm too tired.
i have my tuition from 1 to 7 p.m.
and it's really drive me crazy.

*studying...

2009-03-30T21:22:00.003+07:00

I don't know how and why this heart beat unusual when you choose to stay away..
Deep in my heart, i do really miss you.

*hug and kiss
Sanny.

2009-03-29T19:54:00.006+07:00

Yesterday, making scrapbook with cindy and her sister was such a fun.

So, cindy was making a birthday card.

Here are the pictures, enjoy!!

At 7 something yesterday i went to Pizza for celebrating my friend's birthday.

And now HERE I AM!!
blogging, listening to Ivan broadcasting at 90,80 mix FM.
I went to sun just now with him for church-ing.. ^^

MY NEW SHOOT~

Exam is coming... i was like dying for it..
i hate exaaam....
problems ruin my life these lately... and i keep telling my self to KEEP STRONG!!

2009-03-27T20:26:00.000+07:00

2009-03-27T19:57:00.002+07:00

I NEED NEW THINGS!!

i'm getting bored with my "very-ordinary" life. I mean, i have almost exactly the same activities every day except Sunday... It's like school,tuitions,school,tuitions,school,tuitions... Kinda boring, right?? so, i do really need new things, new life...

I'm 16 now and people told me that the most wonderful moment in you life is "teenage time" and that's my PROBLEM!! i don't do any extraordinary things and i don't want to waste my teenage time with school-ing and tuition-ing. I must plan for something new now on....

I have gotten a plan anyway..
I'm going to Cndeetantarica house tomorrow... We are planning for something exciting!! ^^

*anyone..
bring me for something new..

2009-03-21T21:31:00.003+07:00

my family and i had our dinner at "Pecel Lele Wajir"...
i love the food but i hate the place, you know why?? it's because of the cats...
I'm soppy bout cat.

Have a chit chat with daddy on my to Wajir, daddy told me that My brother bought Blackberry Storm... and i was like "Whaat?? are you serious? I'm jealous!! really"
I miss him now,,, haha.. in case he own a blackberry storm(how devil i am) and i'm in hurry to meet him to see his blackberry storm. I'm going to try to persuade him to exchange his. hahaha.. but i'm sure he won't let me..

BIG bro..coming home soon pleasee.. haha~

*actually, deep in my heart.
i do miss you, broo..

2009-03-20T22:57:00.007+07:00

Not posting these days, because of i'm having trip to Brastagi with my friends as i have posted before. We were having FUN there, it is need to be BOLD, it's really FUN!! Here are some pictures and the report. For the complete pictures will be uploaded in my facebook account.

1st day: -cleaning the villa.
-traditional market. (i spent a lot here, there were too many stuffs i love, i mean the traditional and the oldish thingy)
-BBQ-ing.

2nd day:-PISO-PISO (the waterfall was amazing and i do love the view, the "Danau Toba" view. we were totally wet and dirty)

3rd day:-back to Medan. we were stuck in the traffic for about 2 hours.. it's really drive me crazy

We were taking a lot of pictures there, especially the girls... ^^ So, here are them. enjoy!

can you see how dirty i am.

here we are

the girls

in the bus (me with new moon)

marshmallow

eating corn

My body was bloody hurt now,really.. my whole body. And i'm planning to have massage with Angela tomorrow. I need massaging.... I'm thinking of skip school tomorrow. ^^ (you might see horns on my head now)

*i'm going to have my sleep..

2009-03-17T23:22:00.001+07:00

HAPPY SWEET SEVENTEENTH CATHLIN.
it's full of surprises. But then, i'm really not in a mood for blogging now.

*got to sleep.
i'm tired.

2009-03-17T22:40:00.002+07:00

LOVING SOMEONE means you have to lose a drum of tears..

*i don't understand of the way you think.
you are too childish, okay.
i'm tired to explain the same things again and again.
It really pissed me off.

2009-03-16T22:05:00.002+07:00

CUPCAKES!!

I've just took my bath. A very late bath actually.. At around 10 p.m just now i still in the kitchen with my uniform and baking cupcakes, yhaa.. it sounds ridiculous i know, how could i wear uniform for 16 hours..? hahahaha.... So, as i have promised my fellas.. tomorrow i will bring my cupcakes for them.

So, tomorrow will be Cathlin's sweet 17th birthday. Greet you an early "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!"

*need to say goodbye.
preparing for something.

2009-03-15T22:43:00.001+07:00

Jealous is you feel ain't right with your feeling when he/she tell you that he/she is going to have a "plan" with another boy/girl.

2009-03-15T21:16:00.003+07:00

HEYHO, I'm here...
I've just come back from Sun and brastagi 5 stars. i went there to buy some thingy to Brastagi , i think it's kinda habit you know, i used to buy a lot of snacks, new shampoo, new body soap for a vacation trip. it's kind of wasting.. in fact i will bring back some snacks home. I keep counting day by day, hour by hour, minute by minute to Wednesday.. i really need vacation...

Talking about vacation, i'm going to BALI next month. I'm planning for surfing, diving, candle light at Jimbaran, sunset(ing)... sunbathing?? i will think twice of that, i don't want to get my skin burnt. haha..

*got to go.
cheerio!

2009-03-14T23:31:00.001+07:00

HAPPY WHITE DAY!!!

thank you for the white day surprise. ^^

2009-03-13T22:28:00.002+07:00

this was taken secretly by me in case ivan refused to take a picture.

This photo was taken when he told me :
Yan. says:
yasuuwwwh deh
cao dl yeh
Sanny says:
daddddaaaghhhh
Yan. says:
EH
MW foto dl?
huahua

Ok, now. He is kinda "narsis" hahaaha.

2009-03-13T20:36:00.005+07:00

I brought cupcakes which i baked last night to school today.
i forgot to take a picture of it.
so, i asked my fellas to taste the brownies cupcakes and they said "It tastes good."
then, i'm planning to bake a strawberry cupcake this Sunday, and of course i'm making sure that they will help me to taste the cupcakes.

I need Vacation and school make my wish comes true.
we will have 3 days holiday start from next Wednesday 'til next Friday.
So, we decide to have a trip to Brastagi .
I'm so excited for it.

"To Cathlin: Cheer up, beib. I am still here for you. Everything is gonna be alright and i'm trying to put a BIG smile on your face on "your day" this Tuesday"

2009-03-11T19:29:00.002+07:00

They never try to understand me.
I'm trying to make them proud of me.
I'm trying to hear them
I'm trying to make them trust with me.
And i'm trying so hard...
No matter how i try, they never try to turn and see me.

2009-03-10T20:58:00.003+07:00

i have been thinking so hard about what happen to me.
why that I'm being too weak to face this world. I'm being too weak to tell you the truth. I'm being too weak to forget the past and start a new life.
Honestly, i hate myself being like this.

I don't mean to do this, this is my fault and i don't suppose to do this.
But i don't have any idea to face this.
I think if i disappear then you might leave me..

2009-03-10T20:49:00.001+07:00

If you think i'm such a loser.
One thing that i want you to know.
"i know myself better" So don't judge me...

2009-03-10T19:49:00.002+07:00

I just don't want to get hurt.
And i don't want to hurt you too.
I'm sorry.

I'm not ready for this.
I still can't put trust on guy.