i have been thinking so hard about what happen to me. why that I'm being too weak to face this world. I'm being too weak to tell you the truth. I'm being too weak to forget the past and start a new life. Honestly, i hate myself being like this.
I don't mean to do this, this is my fault and i don't suppose to do this. But i don't have any idea to face this. I think if i disappear then you might leave me..